An ED isn’t normally just about being thin. It’s about that hate that consumes you. The hate for your body; for your entire being. It’s that feeling of uncomfortableness that never leaves… it’s the willingness to do absolutely anything to like yourself… that’s an ED
Got back from the worst party of my life. I hate how people in college can be so fake, like a plastic shiny veneer is over them all the time. They can act all nice and buddy buddy but they can turn on you in an instant. I feel like I’m constantly surrounded by fake people, and like, why do I try so hard to fit in with these people that I hate? Why do I try so hard to be something that I’m not? I hate myself around these people, because they bring out the nastiest, most insecure side of myself.